About me(:

I must learn to love the fool in myself – the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool.

Jul 8, 2010

My 徒弟 is ♥-ed (:

Things are getting out of hand. I don't mind, 'cause that's how I always have been. But I'm very sure not everyone knows about how my personality is. I mean, I don't get in touch with every single one of them; I don't even know some of them. It's natural for them to think too much. Gosh, I hope I didn't get him into too much trouble.
People who don't express their real emotions are the people I'm kinda afraid of, cause I don't know their opinion of me. I don't want to cause him to be in the midst of the rumour, I didn't mean to, anyway. Well, hope he's coping well. LOL. Or maybe, I'm thinking too much, maybe these will do him good. HAHAHAHA. OKAY, I THINK IM OFFICIALLY CRAZY (:
Life goes on, I know.
I KNOW. OHMYGOD. GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND HEARING HIS NAME ONCE THE VOLLEYBALLERS COME INTO CLASS. YES, I GET IT. IT'S LIFE. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAA. I don't understand the fuss; maybe I'm too friendly (once again, reminded of the lecture I once had).
You know, I feel very much better after talking to him. Yeah, thanks, 徒弟♥

At least now I know I'm not alone; I don't have to take all this stuff alone (:
loves;delphine.