Is screwing up my life so fun?

OhMyCrap. I am so pissed off now. What in the world is my life reduced to?
My three hours spent on researching the questions on physics is gone. With a simple damned error in Microsoft Document.
No, my life is screwed. Yes, it is. First is teachers picking on me. Then this crap happens. What's going to happen next? I dont even want to imagine.

Can anyone help for the time being?

What exactly is the state of matter for Whipped cream & modelling clay?

What in the world is the explanation?

The frickin question is so vague that I wanna rip it to shreads with my bare hands. What, on the peice of paper they provide the three states of matter. Yet the question doesn't state what answer they want. And I believe there is no model answer. Why didn't any smart scientist research on this so I can stop wasting time in finding out?

Seriously, dont try to claim credit when all you did was to waste our precious time.

I am so pissed off I can eat a whole tub or two of ice cream now.

___________

I can't remember what did I want to post in the first place. This stupid physics error is killing me and my sane mind.

Good bye.

Delphine.P

I can't change my screwedup life.

And when things just don't go right, I'd go left.

Every step I take, with my sore throat, splitting headahce and disappointment that feels the void in my bodyshell, I can finally smile to myself, 'cause I know the day can never get any worse from here.

I can't stand secondary three life.

I can't believe I can say the same thing every single day >> "I'm sleepy".

I can't cope with chemistry.

I can't help it when teachers find fault with me.

I can't do things right.

I can't, I can't, I can't.

Crap. Lots of bullshit.

whatinthebloodycrap

I feel awful. And I seem to be dreading my everyday. But why?
Like my life is slowly falling apart. Is that one of the reasons I hate commitment? Don't think too far people, 'cause it's nothing personal.
I do the same things over and over again everyday: Wake up when my alarm rings. Study at school. Shower when I reach home. Sleep. And/or perhaps do some crap stuff that will kill time in between when I have extra time.
I haven’t really thought of what in the frickin’ world I want. All I seem to do is just for show. I seem to be acting my whole frickin’ life out, giving people what they want, and never really doing any stuff I want myself.
I’ve thought of doing stuff I liked, but it’s impossible. I’ve ever thought of going overseas to study, I was promised once, but then they crushed all my frickin’ hopes again. I hate my life, where promises turn to lies, and good stuff turn into crap.
Life is but a game, I realized after the round of heartbreaks and times I realized I could do nothing but sit there and accept my poor fate. Can anyone possibly change it? I know the answer deep down in my heart, but I just refuse to admit it. Facing reality is just like dousing a bucket of cold water in my face, jolting me awake before I can even think of anything more. Why is reality so cruel? Why is the truth so harsh?
It’s really hard to accept what I’m not prepared for. Sometimes, I take it as a challenge and try to change it. Sometimes, I refuse to go with it. Other times, I just accept my fate and follow along with it as a good kid would do. But what’s there in life anymore after I realized this is almost all I can fulfil? That’s there’s a limit to my abilities? Or that I may never have the chance to ever show it out to the world; the watching world who’d use any chance to drag you down and under, and taint your reputation forever?
I’ve said this before many times in my life, but I’m never going to cease using it. Why is life so unfair? Why do the bad people get away, but the innocent ones always get implicated? Is that what our world is made of? People, watching people who are only happy, when they feel the satisfaction of accusing one wrongly?

I know you may think I’m just being pessimistic, but once you’ve gone through a life like mine, you may reconsider the aspects of being positive in life.
“Never take life too seriously, no one gets out of it alive.”
I want to do that too, live my life freely, not bothering about what other people frickin’ think of me. Because all those acts are really wearing me out. My patience is tearing off. I’m beginning to feel the boredom in studies, the dread of committing, and the hatred for people who act better than I can.
I sound like a kid complaining, I know you’d feel like that. But you’re frickin’ not me. You won’t know how I feel. So what if you have O’levels, or you’re losing your temper at me ‘cause you have good reasons? Are you meaning you’re more stressed out than anyone else out there?
We’re all human beings, there’s a limit to our patience and unfortunately, my balloon seems to be bursting anytime now. It’s already leaking, my balloon. Holes forming as I just accidentally lose it. One day, you may be the ill-fated one when I just explode at you.
I really want to enjoy life as it comes and goes. But everyday is getting worse for me, it seems.
I want to liven up my life, I’ve been trying very hard, working my ass off. But what do I get in return? I get frickin’ DISAPPOINTMENT; IGNORED. Yeah, work my ass off for you?
You can go to hell for all I care.

Toodles,
Delphine.P

p/s: I don’t like to talk anymore.
Sometimes, I think writing can just erase all my bad memories away when I get involved deeply with the writing. Sometimes, idealism just works better than realism.
Sometimes, I just don’t want to wake up the next morning.

BOOOYAAAAH (:

Heyyya peeeeeps (:
Okay, I decided to post today. Mainly for saturday crap and the phobia of guys stuff. Okay, I was just kidding. I dont think many people come to my blog now, so I guess I can post in any crappy way I want to (:

23.01.2010
So, I was supposed to go school from 9-4PM. LRT-ed & BUS-ed there. Then when I reached, only three guys were present. All juniors. Let's see. Dominic, Li Feng *i think* and this other guy whom Dominic calls extra. Someone from 203. Someone who keeps irritating me. Someone who keeps singing that perverted song.
Okay, whatever (:
Then blabla, people came, JiaWei came and started becoming perverted with that 203guy. The rest of us kept laughing, and sometimes just irritated at that 203 guy.
Lunch was rushed. Followed the gang of guys which split into two for lunch, and in the end, I ended up with Alpha at the back of the group, walking slowly. HAHA.
We reached the school and ate at the cafe area, then rushed up to ST room, only to realize the trainer was not there yet and we were not late as Weiixen's group was not there yet. LOL.
Crapped, trainer came, asked questions, then did some random stuff.
Then weiixen taught me about building bot, sigh. Rather boring at first, until the thief (parts raper, he calls himself) came and started stealing our parts. HAHA.
Then was JiaWei, Joash and ZhongHeng starting to crap.
Yeah yeah. That's practically the day. I cant remember more, or rather, I cant be bothered to remember (:
Bye people (:

why is this so bittersweet?

Whatever.

♥You were lying again, weren't you?

RANDOM : I'M FREAKING HUNGRY!

Did gate duty this morning, There were two guys who ran off when we were not looking. Darn.

After school @ 1045, we had GM and then the interview.

And Ohmygod, I was freaked out, and I kept telling Jasmine. And she didn't help by making me laugh harder. I blabbered crap, UGH, and there were a few funny scenes in there. Seriously.

Went to the thumbprint system to sign out and saw JiaXin, Wenyi, Jackson & Amos. Sat the bus with them, crapped and ate lunch with them.

Guess what, some guys said Jackson was cute. I'm sure there's something more to that comment, though I can't be sure (:

I can't be bothered to post anymore.

With love,

DELPHINE♥

♥I really don't bother anymore

Were you lying when you said "never"?

Gosh. This is maddening.

I hope Jasmine didn't really spread anything about me, anyway, even if you hear anything at all, dont even think of believing it. Like. UGH.

DARN YOU IF YOU DID SPREAD AND TO OTHERS IF YOU BELIEVED WHATEVER IT WAS. Jeez.


There was PE today. Seriously, I don't like running, 'cause I can't run "for my life". Okay, maybe some people say I'm fast, but hello!?! You know you're lying. Graah. Whatever. I don't bother. But still, RUNNING IS TEDIOUS and IRRITATING. Why do we need to run and have that stinking NARFA?!
I miss my 202'09 team. Sherye, Aida, Rachelle, Celeste and Syahirah ): I still remember how we used to win games after games, only after much effort we put in. Sigh. I guess the change is inevitable. *Do you know I suck at basketball?
Then later me and Daryl kept asking the PE teacher to let us play soccer, then basketball, then volleyball. But because only me and Daryl were asking, and the rest were contented in playing badminton, he disagreed. HAHA. The badminton session was madness. Like how I kept missing, and how I couldn't serve. Then we played doubles, against Dawn&Wynnette and my stupid serve kept going through the *net*.

AND MY GOD! GUYS! THE CHINESE NEW YEAR DECORATIONS!
WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO BE DOING IT?!?!?!!?!?!
pffft.

p/s: I hate it when people I DON'T KNOW, standing either sides of me suddenly stick their head in front of me and start crapping away. Don't you know what is rude?

UGH. PHONE CALL. I HATE THAT.
WHATEVER.
IM PISSED OFF NOW.
GOOD BYE.

you suck.

A late post *smirks

Okay, the tenth day of school and I've just posted about school. But then again, whatever.
I've been thinking a lot about closing this blog down, okay, perhaps not close. But I'd just leave it like that, no endings. And perhaps when I feel like it, I'd just create a new one and NOT give anyone my link or whatever. Well, I swore to secrecy (:

So, let's start about some random facts of ORIENTATION !!
1) 1 ANONYMOUS(2010) ROCKS TO THE CORE !!

Yeah, FYI, that's a fact. Even though there are just some guys in there like Chryston and Terrence who annoy me, but theire just cute. You cant resist them. To forgive them, I meant.

2) Jasmine Corpuz is a friggin good friend, someone I love to bump butts with. HAHA. Okay, that was supposed to make you laugh.

I can still remember how we would scream at them together when we're pissed at 1A, how you'd try to cool me down and try to solve the problems we had together. I miss those crazy times we had together : BUMPING BUTTS , SCREAMING FOR FUN , GOSSIPPING WITH THE GIRLS :D

3) I MISS THOSE TIMES WE SKIPPED LESSONS FOR ORIENTATION!

Now that I'm back to classes, I cant see 1ANONYMOUS and the others. And studies are just like my sleeping pills. Seriously. SIgh.

4) I miss how I kept crapping with Jasmine and talking crap to Sukruth. *Poor him

All that stuff about being an OIC means he had to be responsible for everything. That was enjoyable, especially when Jasmine joined me to crap with him :D

5) It's really fanFREAKINGtastic :D

I've said my piece. Seriously, Orientation'2010 was fantastic. Though there was some complications, overall it was fun. My class was the best, in my eyes of course. But then again, It's sad that orientation had to end and I had to face the music : STUDYING!!

Whoa. I'm getting somewhere here. Before I start on another topic, I better sign off, incase I spend even more time here and get scolded for not studying and using the computer all day.

Oh well, oh well.

GOOD BYES!

I can't face you. But I've done nothing wrong.

It's not a problem of mine.

You haven't done anything. That's the problem. I dont know what I am to you. WHat am I to you, exactly?

giving my THANKS

mmmm. So, I kinda got inspired, and Im going to delicate this post to all those people who means a lot to me.

(not in order of rankings, I just write whichever name that comes to my mind)
I'm going to say my THANKS TO-
MUM&DAD
I know I am a stubborn child, always jerking you two, always getting you two upset over trivial matter that don't actually matter much. I know how much I irk you off when I become rebellious and do things against your wishes. Most of the time, I put up with your scoldings, but sometimes I piss you two off by jerking back, adding fuel to the fire, as we say. Still, you two had always been there for me, so THANKS so much cause I couldn't have gone through my whole life without you two. I really enjoyed our last holiday trip, and I'd change. I SWEAR ON EVERY STRAND OF HAIR on my head. Yeah, I'm that serious.

SISTER-DAPHNE
I know I've been a bitch to you most of the time when I just flare my temper at you when I'm feeling down, and most of the time you have nothing to do with it. My temper's a bitch and I have to admit sometimes I behave like one too. Thanks for being there when I was down, thanks for trying to cheer me up and hear me laughing when I was actually crying. Thanks for making me feel appreciated when I get scolded by mum&dad when I make mistakes. ANd of course, thanks for being my sister.

EILEEN
Even though I know we've probably drifted apart after we changed seating arrangements, still. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and craziness when I go GAGA over some really small little things. Thanks for that help in Chinese, thanks for not turning your back on me. Thanks for assuring me that "he" was jerk and wasn't good for me. I can still remember the times we were at Pizzahut, spotting people below and those times you made me laugh when you somehow made a fool of yourself. Not to forget, to accompany me to someplace far when I feel like it, and have to accept it when I turn down our meetings at the last moments.

JOYCE
Hey dude. I remember how you and him were first so distant and then you two started to become closer and tada, there we had. Im not sure if that was good memories to you, but the time I spent with you were fun. How we used to talk crap, sing songs we knew together, talk about him and, of course, listen to my rubbish. I know sometimes I suck, like when I cant make it to some meetings, but you still put up with me. I still remember those times we spent for your singing rehearsal. The stupid video I did in the toilet. Thanks so much, cause it meant a lot to me.

XINAN
I know the first thing Im going to say thank you for. Thanks for bullying me in classes, with Weiixen and that innocent face *I still remember it * ad those times you were willing to share some of your thoughts with me. It probably didn't mean a lot to you, but it meant that at least you treated me like a friend. That was enough. I still remember hat stupid rumor, that suddenly caused our friendship to take a wrong turn. I'm not sure if you still remember that, but of course, I'm telling you, it's not true. Not one bit. You're a great friend, and will always be. Thanks for putting up with my silliness and nonsense.

CELESTE
I probably irked you when I placed you and him side by side the first day of school, but I hope you can forgive me on that one. *guilty smile* Good friends, I remember you said that. Perhaps it's not too much to ask for a chance for him perhaps. Or perhaps I'd never know, considering the fact that we're going to have different friends next year, have fun without each other. But I still remember how we played cards on the rooftop of lot one, watch movies together and gossip. And of course, your cute time with him. Thanks for being there when I was alone. And for having fun with me.

HANNAN
Thanks for being there when I needed you. I remember how you used to insult me, how I used to detest you. But after that incident, I guessed we changed. I remember how you used to assure me everything was fine, but I cant forget what a jerk he was. I remember how you tried to cheer me up with Hafiz when I was at m bottom. But it's all over now. We're going to different classes, and I'd definitely miss your crapping.

BENJAMIN
Okay, I'm really curious why I even wrote your name here, but I can conjure some things to thank you for. Thanks for telling me the truth about him, and about how I should choose. Thanks for putting up with my jerks, which you used to jerk back with me, and thanks for letting me win. *HAHA* I cant say I dont enjoy that, but sometimes I guess we take it too far. Still.

GLENN
Hey, dude. Thanks for being a brother, and for those times you put up with me with my crap. I still remember how your good little brothers use to call me, not that I enjoyed the attention, but it was fun being around you and knowing things about you more. Guess I'm sorry I didn't really appreciate it that time, but thanks for letting me know you all over again.

ELAINE
Hey girl. Thanks for being there after exams to hear me crap about how bored I was. And for letting me join you between breaks we had and giving me the chance to know you. It was fun, the time we spent together. I still remember the start of last year where you had confided once in me. That was long time ago, but I guess these kinda things dont get erased fro my memory easily. It was fun being with you.

MINGEE
I know it wasn't really talking, through sms'es and all those technology, but at least we did try. It wasn't our fault that we seldom met, but still. Thanks for trying to cheer me up with those "crap" you said to me. I still remember how we forced you and him to buy sunflowers from us. That was enjoyable, the look on your face. I sound mean, but it was funny.

WEIIXEN
mmm. Thanks for letting me ht you when I felt like it, without retaliating back. Thanks for cheeing me up with that silly face of yours, the innocent look that must be paired with XinAn's. I still remembered how you used to raise your eyebrows and the expression was so funny I kept laughing, but you refused to do it again when I asked someone else to see.

OTHERS
Thanks for beng a friend, overall. I have this bad temper sometimes, and if I had ever vented it on you, please forgive me ><

Okay, this is pretty much about all the people my age that I have to say about. As for my seniors.. Perhaps I'd do another post, or maybe not. You'd have to see my mood :D

If I said you meant nothing to me, would you believe me?

If I said I didn't like you a bit, would you buy my story?

If I told you the truth, would you forgive me?

Randomness

I sure hell know I'm supposed to be posting all about my trip, but then I decided I will put it off until tomorrow or the day after. Sigh.

Will was already seated on the couch, his eyes half-closed like usual when he didn't get enough rest. The butterflies in her heart fluttered as her eyes fell on him, his perfect topless lean body, even when sitting down. His ash blond hair; a perfect mess on top of his head, and his dark brown eyes that almost looked black from so far away. He also had that sexy half smirk, that kind that make a person look stuck up, and yet it could melt any girl's heart.

"Hey," Vivian called him, a little breathless.

Will opened his eyes. Vivian inched her way towards him, sitting beside him on the couch. He placed his mouth on her butterscotch hair and she could feel a smile forming on his face. His arm wrapped around Vivian's shoulders as she snuggled comfortably into his embrace. His breathing had changed to slow, heavy ones.

My randomness is really bugging me. Oh well.

Whatever.

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that i don't hear them talk
Whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it getsI
s this what it feels like to really cry, cry

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do i care
If they believe me or not
Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away?

Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry, cry

-Cry by Kelly Clarkson

When things dont go any better, what's more than to smile it off?

I'm super uber bored today so I shall bend some of my own rules and do a long post with some pictures.

Well, but this post is mainly gonna be more pictures than anything, so. Yeah.

Some things I took yesterday at Raffles City. It was big there. *smiles*

I look natural. But my sis' face was blur. Hah. Talk about skills (:

Lazy to post the pictures taken at starbucks.

The following pictures were taken at West Mall's cinema, where me and my sis went on Friday, after we went to Bugis to shop (:

Pffft. These blurry pictures are due to the dimmed lights. Sigh. I cant be bothered to make it any clearer anyway.

And finally. I got my converse shoes. Chio shoes, aint they. Haha.

Kay. This is the end of the long post which doesn't seem long at all.

Ciao!

I get it. Whenever I read something, anything at all. I get whisked away into the story. Oh my god.

Outing ; Walking ; Homework..

Dont say that I wasn't like this before ; I was. You just never knew.

Today was tiring. I went out with Eileen to City square mall @10AM. We had never been there before so we asked the mrt people where to alight for City Square Mall, and they told us Farrer Park. Whatever, we just set off and took the long route there. A mistake. Oh well, oh well.

After we reached FarrerPArk Mrt station, we walked out of the underground station, and found ourselves lost in the middle of roads. Luckily, some passerbys were kind enough to point out way. On our way, we in total asked 3 people how to go to City Square Mall, and finally found our way. City Square Mall, somewhere at Kitchener Road, is Singapore's first Eco-Mall. Wonderful, eh?

I was telling Eileen that if there wasn't a cinema there, I was going to flare. As thought, there weren't any cinemas there, but I didn't flare also. Just a scare. Eileen was complaining about the non-existance of StarBucks there. We shopped around and found some shops that appealled to us. But after a while @ 1145+PM, I got bored and suggested we went someplace else.

We walked all the way to FarrerPark MRT again and sat the train to Dhoby Ghaut to PlazaSingapura for my movie show " New Moon " .

Say, Taylor Lautner is so fanfreakingtastically hot, okay. Plus, some bonus : He's only SeriouslySeventeen. 11th Feb 1992, freaking four days younger than my sister. Guess what? He started acting since seven years old. Okay, Im obsessed with his infomation. Damn it.

Okay, back to the topic of today *smiles*

Of course, walking around Plaza Singapura wasn't enough for me. So, we decided to walk out of it and down to Orchard Central. It was damn tiring. And we talked and talked. And then bus-ed on 190 back.

Now it's homework time. sigh.

English : Compo / Compre / Summary

Mathematics : Heymath1 / Heymath2 / Textbook1 / Textbook2

Chinese : JianBao1-4 / Book Review

Please dont make me choose.

Cause I'd just choose him.

Finally posted ;D

Sorry for the long time that I didn't post, though Im sure no one comes actually to read, but to tag. Still. ;D

Lee Jun Ki

Damn, he's so good looking. *yummy yummy* Oh well.

Yesterday, I went to 313 there to shop. Well, I did buy alot of clothings. It's a sin. But still, it was fun walking around for 5 hours plus and then feeling the strain in your legs, and then you realized " Oh, that's it for today. "

漂流在愛情的海域 你我也曾有過傷心

因為相信讓倆顆心貼近了距離

當我靠在你的懷裡　所有話題都是多餘

眼前的風景都是你給我的美麗

月影遙　天都亮了　星星睡不著

我在你耳邊輕輕唱著　你笑了

Oh 愛　兩顆星星一片海

牽著的手都明白　再也離不開

Oh 愛 輕輕飄進我心海

你是甜蜜的意外　我卻逃不開 Oh 愛

當我靠在你的懷裡　所有話題都是多餘

眼前的風景都是你給我的美麗

月影遙　天都亮了　星星睡不著

我在你耳邊輕輕唱著　你笑了

Oh 愛　兩顆星星一片海

牽著的手都明白　再也離不開

Oh 愛　輕輕飄進我心海

你是甜蜜的意外　我卻逃不開 Oh 愛

開始不懂愛　到現在才明白

戀愛中的人都像個小孩

情願被寵壞　每一天都充滿期待　這就是愛

Oh 愛　兩顆星星一片海

牽著的手都明白　再也離不開

Oh 愛　輕輕飄進我心海

你是甜蜜的意外　我卻逃不開 Oh 愛

HOMEWORK ; disaster

HOMEWORK

(ENGLISH) compo / compre / summary
(CHINESE) 剪报1 / 剪报2 / 剪报3 / 剪报4 / Book review
(MATHS) HEYMATH 1 /2 / TEXTBOOK chapter1 / chapter2

PATHETIC. HOW MUCH HOMEWORK HAVE I LEFT?!?!?!

PEOPLE! I NEED SEC3 MATH TEXTBOOK >:C

memories

My nose hurts. It must have been the smoke from the past few days. 多希望你还是在我的左右。I cant forget the scene that keeps replaying, that keeps making me want to cry.
whatever. Everything's only a memory now.
I can't help it♥

What should I do when I realised I'd only two choices left?

And when these two choices were inhumane ones.

VOLLEY;BASKETBALL

Today was freaking hilarious;fun;tiring. ;D

PEOPLE WHO WENT:

JOYCE
SIYING
AARON
JASON
FRANCISCA
YILIN
DARYL
XIAOHUI
RODERICKS
GLENN
KAHWEI

JESHREI

Met Joyce&Aaron&Siying&Daryl @10AM and we walked to ZhenghuaCc to play ;D We started off playing volleyball at the badminton court. Cause there were too many people, I didn't join in the fun ;D
Later went to Glenn house there to play volley while the guys played basketball ;D aiyah, first half before 1PM was damn slack. not fun to write about ;D
ANYWAY. At 1PM, we went to the badminton court to play volleyball. I hit until damn hard, and then everyone was like " walao ". Then in the end our opponents (Franscisca , Daryl , YiLin )on strike, dont want catch my ball ;P ( Me&JOYCE a group ) Anyway, later on the three little boys on the other side of the court told us not to play volleyball at the badminton court. so, whatever. We stopped it and went to the basketball court instead ;D Played 4versus4. forgot who on whose team. HAHA. But was damn fun anyway. Later on, we changed to halfcourt 3versus3. I PHAIL! damnit. HAHA
Later we random play, I kept ka-chiau-ing glenn&kahwei ;D
Walked back to LRT with Jason , did some things & went to take the LRT. I super super heng. When I reached BP lrt station, everyone had to go down the train cause got some problems or whatever ;D

let's go against the world together baby♥

St camp. overdue post ;D

If this is what's gonna happen, I shan't try to change it.

21-22 November : ST camp

SportGames : ( handball;basketball )

I was stoning during these games ;D HAHA. Kept dodging the ball when I could, when people tried to pass the ball to me, I just hid behind zhiqi ;D

Baking : ( wooncakes )

Yeah basically we were supposed to bake some cupcakes and I couldn't help as the guys were busy with their stuff, so almost everyone was like " delphine damn slack" -.-

Saw JiaQi&Siying & went to hug them and scolded by wk .. HAHA

FlightSimulation

Slacked at the back of the room with char & wynnette ;D & was sms-ing. HAHA. Wanted to get away , out of the room, but it was entirely impossible. HAHA

WarGames : ( water )

Slacked around, got threatened to get shot by the water bombs by seniors, esp wh&ja. Anyway, wk caused me to get caught by my opponent team after I stepped into their territory, goddamnit. But I didn't go into the punishment ground :X HAHA, I was about to go when it rained, so lucky me ;D

SHOWER!

Char&me went to her house to shower, due to some reasons. my attire back to school was seriously sloppy. Long BlackTee, P.E pants, slippers. HAHA.

Dinner

Had some dinner. Then Amanda&Wynnette wanted to get more food, barbecue food. Then after a while, after we( Char,Wynn, Amanda & me ) finished our food, we went over to the sniors and started playing Truth or Dare. It was funny, most of the time.

KaraokeTime

The AVA was chaotic, such that we ( the same4 ) went out of the room. HAHA

MovieScreening

ParanormalActivity wasn't as freaky as DragMeToHell. I&Wynnette couldn't stand the show at all. & of course, we did&said things that were, I guess, forgivable since we were freaked out. we perfectly had a reason to. HAHA ;D

Nightwalk

I partnered Marcus, and I was freaked out already after watching the DragMeToHell movie. So whatever little thing freaked me out. HAHA. First station I got jumpy at the bombbags. Second station, I freaked out at NicholasT face with the light underneath. So I screamed. And sweared. Then I turned round and JasonA scared me. so I think I screamed again, & swore. HAHA. Third station, FWeiixen jumped outfrom behind the wall..Fourth station (zongheung&weihao), I was really freaked out by the Nich&Jas thing, so I squatted down. Then Zh was like " you okay or not ". Of course not!! Luckily there was nothing to scare me when we walked past their station. Fifth station, the guys toilet. Okay, that wasn't fun. I got hit squarely in the nose by the toiletroll which went flying from jasonk's hands. Then when walking down the stairs, cause I think the station masters finish their duties liao, then weiixen hid behind a wall to scare us, Nich also. LOL. Freaked out. HAHA.

SlackingTime

Supposed to be sleeping, but we ( the 4) went to the canteen with the seniors for some supper. We passed around the sparkling juice and me&wynn drank from it. In the end, wynn&amanda were really tired, and they went back to sleep @ around 3 plus. HAH. Went to see the guys bball with char, but then later at 6plusAM, we (me&char) went to the st room fr fun.

Sleep

But I slept in the chair, until & 7plus. Damn tired. :C

CleaningUp

Next morning, had some cleaning up to do before going home. Dad fetched.

Didn't even sleep. Showered, had unch at home then went to school for the DPH walk. 40+ hours awake. ugh.

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YAY. FINALLY FINISHED BLOGGING ABOUT ST CAMP!

;D

HIPPEE! ;D

TODAY ;D

YAYIES. I went to school today to accompany Joyce. Listened to her and jasmine singing. Then about the "earth" joke ;D
OLDTWEETYBIRD later on, asked me to accompany him go down do some things for orientation. Then he saw the secretary of scouts and asked me to say hi to him. I said hi, & that guy hi-ed back, and said " do I know you? " LOL. I told him " no, is OLDTWEETYBIRD want me to say hi to you ;D " we walked here and there. Went back to couns room but OLDTWEEYBIRD realized he forgot to take batteries from mmr. pffft. So we went there and he called me to take his things for him. ): bully. we went back, listened to them sing, blabla.
Then I started to feel a lil' sleep cause I slept at 1 yesterday. I wanted to lie on the table to rest but OLDTWEEYBIRD dont let me. He keep injuring me with that stupid chair he sat on and his hand! pfffft. At last he gave me a little space. *like what use is that* pekchek luh. Super tired, idk why. Started spam sms-ing. some replied. some TOLD OTHERS*you know who you are* .
LOL. Then finally could go outta school. saw st seniors. one whole big bunch. pffft. Dont feel like talking about that. We went to food junction to eat, crapped then went home. BORING.
CAMP TOMORROW! ST CAMP ;D I might consider posting about what happened ;D WAHAHAH.
p.s : I haven't packed for tomorrow ;D

bf not home. dear ignoring me :(

I miss my dear;D

This is hard.

Man. This isn't me, or perhaps it just is. I wanted to post so much, but as soon as I reached this page, I forgot entirely what I wanted to post about. Okay, I dont care what I'm so going to make this a long post so bear with me if you find this post, well. CRAP.
Gosh, fine, let's talk about results. I was expecting to get into triple stream but, oh well. Hope for the best & prepare for the worst & I got physical stream. Not that bad, since I got Elaine to gay with, though not sure whether she willing ;D Aiyyah, think better not. HAH. Okay, whatever. random.
I try to stay angry to show that I mean what I said, but I always fail. Sometimes, I just find myself looking for a vald reason to stay angry, but I can never find it.
That’s what makes me sad. Only now I feel a little better for confessing even if it is to no one in particular.
Okay, forget it. I'm giving up for this to become a long post.

It's never gonna work.